Slow Down

It's October.

I usually love this time of year.

Just doesn't feel the same.

I was high from not feeling so low.

And now I've come down.

reality

And I just feel shitty.

tired

heavy

blah

I'm still good.

happy

grateful

excited

But reality.

I've got a long ways to go.

I'm learning when to let go.

or lean in

or lay down

trust and patience

This is my character building.