Feeling Yellow

Breathe.

in

deep

out

I feel light.

relief

hope

different

I have compassion.

for myself

young & innocent

for myself

fully aware

I have grace and mercy for her.

I am still sad.

grieving

rebuilding

relearning

But I am happy & excited.

for what's next

for things I've never had

I am letting myself dream again.

dreams I gave up on

I am allowing myself to be foolishly hopeful.

for things I want

I am expecting restoration.

beautiful redemption

Whatever that looks like.